Chapter 1: Part 4

Nina H.

I never really got to know her family name until I was in college. For the purposes of this story, let's call her Nina H. There was another Nina in that class, so we need to distinguish.

She was in a lot of ways different than I was. But that time when I liked Sab, and this time. They felt the same way, so when nostalgia hits me. I feel exactly the same way, maybe because they both happened in my freshman year. But the way I ended everything with Nina was horrible.

I was trying to text her, but she never replied. Everyone knew that I liked her, including her. Ryan just tried to tell me that he knew stuff. This story would end badly. Marvin told me at the time that Nina had a crush on me. So, I tried reaching out, and hoping for something, something good to come out of the feelings I had for her. So, for weeks, I tried to text her, I tried calling, anything to contact her, but she never picked up. She didn't reply to my texts, not returning my calls, I knew something had to be wrong. I looked her on the social networking sites, but I didn't know how to spell her family name, so I relied on mutual friends and connections. But nothing good came out of my trying to reach her, until... the incident.

I felt so betrayed. Ryan just didn't want to say anything, I'm sure he had his reasons. But, from this point on, Marvin, I knew was no longer my friend. He was a fucking bastard. He may burn in hell now for all I care. What happened? Ryan informed me that Nina felt the absolute opposite of what Marvin had said. My sources say that Nina disliked me. I never found out why, I never held it against her, she did the right thing by avoiding me, I couldn't take the hint. How could I, when Marvin said otherwise? I trusted, I though we were friends. This put a hole in my heart, but somehow, I love Ryan, he found a way to cheer me up. And, Ryan will always be one of the greatest people I'll ever know. Too bad, I don't see him much now, but I try to keep in touch.

Moving on... again. Sigh.